Please help me moms an addict?

I am praying for you Samantha.... not sure what response you may get from Maury, but the main thing is that you can keep praying regardless. It sounds like you are going to have to be the "adult" in this situation. And, I know you're thinking you missed out on a lot of childhood ... but you can't change that. Lots of others have it better, and lots have it worse. Take it for what it is, and LEARN from it. This way, your kids down the road will have a better future! Good luck.